I hate the fact that I can't eat whatever I want like everyone else. Despite the fact that I am twice the size of my wife, I love food. It's day three and I'm surviving, kind of. Everytime I drove past a hamburger joint today I could feel my glands salivating at the thought of sinking my teeth into a juicy, thick patty of meat with cheese and a nice side of crispy fries!! My co-workers can go out to eat everyday and I have to sit at work with my sack lunch from home proportioned out right at 1600 cals everyday. Nichole and I just bought a new camera so I am going to post a starting weight picture tomorrow. My biggest thing is that I need to change my mindset. I need to focus on the reasons that I am losing weight:
1. To be healthy for my future family
2. To get to the goal that I have always wanted reach - a natural bodybuilder, no steroids. I know, I know, everyone one is rolling their eyes, but that is what I wanted to be since I was a teenager.
3. I want to run a triathalon
The exercise today was hard to get into too! I sat at my desk for 10 extra minutes debating if I wanted to exercise or not. I think I need more sleep. I am pretty drained. I stayed up late again last night because I needed to finish my last presentation. We'll see how tomorrow goes.
1 comment:
Good Job honey!!! :) I am so proud of you! You are doing wonderful! You are my "hunk of burnin love" :)
Nikki
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